It seems like the feeling of defeat has overwhelmed my successes I've had.
I feel so kicked down and out. Everything matters, yet at the same time it doesn't. Everything just hurts too much.
I don't know why it hurts so bad.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Yes, there's a billion things going on, but why am I not strong?
I've been through this so many times before, but I've been either way worse than this, or way better.
Oddly enough, I'd rather be way worse, than this inbetween state. I just feel stuck.
The only person who can pull me out is me...and so far...no strides.
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