Saturday, November 3, 2007

Disconnected

Lately, I've just been soooo disconnected with people!
It's quite odd...more disconnected than usual.
I'm not really trying to make an effort to connect with them, but they aren't connecting with me.
I dunno. I guess it's kinda giving me a perspective on who really wants to be there for me, when able. It's odd...people I never expected to be there, are. More like...person...heh. More people I've never met are there for me than those I know well. I think I was most surprised by the card I got in the mail this week that gave me the encouragement I needed most. I must admit I was surprised by the person I received it from. They have been a great encouragement in my life, but...I don't know how to explain this.
I'm just sick of being disconnected. I don't want to be. I just don't know how to reconnect again.

1 comment:

'Rika said...

I know that feeling, I've been going through that a lot lately too, I'm praying for ya girlie!!