Monster.

I feel like sometimes I've turned into a monster.
Everytime it rears its ugly head, I wish, want to, try to, disconnect myself from it.
But it grips me even tighter under its control, under its reign. I try to wriggle away from the binds, but find myself tied even tighter.
I hate looking in the mirror and seeing nothing but a monster. One I've created; one I've let be created.